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Jasper ([personal profile] keptherwaiting) wrote2020-07-29 04:32 pm

1948, Philadelphia

Waiting for Alice to finish getting ready, Jasper is far more excited and confident than nervous for their date this time.

She’d made him shower first, not wanting him to put on his fancy clothes without one, and then she’d disappeared into the bathroom with more than one bag in her arms after he’d finished. His suit had been left on the bed, which he’d changed into quickly - a perfect fit, because she knows him so perfectly and so finely crafted too - and then he’d been left to more or less think about their upcoming night.

He feels good, more sure of himself than he has been in awhile, and vows to make up for the little stumbles earlier by making sure Alice has a great time tonight.

He’s sure Alice will look beautiful, she always does, and he knows he looks great, because Alice picked out the suit especially for him. He wonders where they’ll go to dance; Alice has said she knew of a place. And it’s still early enough, a Friday, and even the quietest of weeknights in Philly have seen plenty of activity.

He’s just thinking of fetching another bouquet of flowers for her - the other already artfully displayed on a table - when the door to the bathroom finally creaks open.

He turns and sucks in an appropriately sharp breath at the sight of her.
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
“I’d say it was easier for you, not knowing I was coming,” Alice murmurs, her expression falling a little. Sadder. “But I know it wasn’t.”

She traces the lines of his face, his nose, lips. “I wanted so badly to find you sooner. But you weren’t ready for me. Any time I tried to alter it, make the decision, it was just...”

Bad. He wouldn’t come; he wouldn’t believe her; worse still—he might have done things to please Maria. It was never clear, because those visions hadn’t been right.

“Anyway,” she sighs, leaning in to kiss the corner of his lips. “You weren’t ready for me. And even though it wasn’t perfect, I think you needed that time with Peter and Charlotte too.”
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
She covers his lips with her own, unhurried but deep; teeth grazing his bottom lip, tongue sliding against his in tiny sips of him.

The love she feels for him is so bright, so blinding, radiating through her like the sun.

“I love you,” Alice whispers against his mouth, fiercely. She curls herself against him, pressing herself so close, as close as she can. “God, Jasper, I love you.”
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
She feels a strange whirl of vertigo, though she’s safe in his arms. The emotion is like a heavy cloud, yet light as a feather, so pure and bottomless.

It makes her grin against his mouth, makes her giggle softly into his kisses, the slow press and slide of lips as they bask in the truth of it all.

He loves her. It’s such a giddy thing. Three words that make her dead heart soar. She aches with the knowledge of it, the precious thing he’s given her.

“I thought I’d wait longer,” she whispers, “to hear you say it. The possibility was always there—but I thought it would be longer. Me and my big mouth changed that.”

Alice huffs another laugh against his mouth, not wanting to move a millimeter from his lips. “A rare time I can be thankful for that.”
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Her arms wrap around his shoulders, pressing them skin to skin, as close as she can possibly get.

Alice strokes his cheeks, pressing kisses into his hairline, dragging her nose against his cheek.

Then, kissing him again, softly: “You should make love to me now, now that we’ve said the words.”
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Alice pulls back, her hands stilling on his face, her smile flustered and surprised, happy and bashful all at once.

“Mate,” she breathes, her voice soft, small, but only because she’s turning the word over and over in her head.

“It’s funny,” Alice whispers, a laugh escaping her. “I never...the word rarely crossed my mind before. Silly, because what else would we be but mates?”

Bumping his nose with hers, her grin is blinding. “Say it again.”
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
“What?” Alice smiles at the kisses, her hands skating over his hair, neck, shoulders.

She ducks the next kiss so she can catch his cheek, then his chin.
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Shivering under his kisses, Alice giggles softly. "You're going to just protect my body? Not my mind? My feelings?"

Her grin is wide against his lips, and she wraps her arms around his shoulders to keep him there, against her, her knees bracketing either side of him.

Not that she thinks he's going to move away, but the mere idea of him shifting off of her, to look at her, anything, is too much to bear just now. She needs his skin against hers, his hips against hers. Fitting together perfectly even when they're such opposites.

"How do I follow that up?" She whispers, her lips moving against his. "You say such perfect and sweet things and I turn to mush; completely useless."
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-05 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"I love you," she whispers, heartfelt, true. "I love you more than anything and anyone in this world, Jasper Whitlock. You make me whole, safe, sound. This world would be pointless without you in it."

Alice kisses him again, soft and sweet. Her fingers find and trace scars at his shoulders as she parts her lips under his, deepening the kiss, a soft noise escaping her, muffled by his mouth.

Her soft love, the light that burns low and warm within her, sharpens. Turns into something headier, needy, wanting. Her kiss turning harder, fingers clutching at his arms. She could kiss him for hours, days, weeks.
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-06 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
How is he able to string together coherent sentences like this? He floods her with desire that twists with her own and her mind blanks out, giving her nothing but need.

A moan falls from her lips, her fingers tight at his shoulders and she nods, frantically, at his question, his fingers. “I don’t wanna protect my feelings around you,” Alice gasps out, shifting as her hips chase his fingers. “Christ, Jasper—“
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-06 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
The exquisite stretch of him, the burn, makes her gasp out his name again, her legs wrapping around his waist to pull him closer, further.

“I love you,” Alice whines, whimpers, her hands sliding into his hair, tugging at the strands as her fingers flex and tighten. “God, I love you so much.”
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-06 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
“I’ll never stop saying it,” Alice promises, her breath hitching at each deep drive of him.

The slow drag of him inside of her threatens her sanity, has her scrabbling at his back for purchase. She turns her head to catch his lips with hers, making him swallow the noises she makes.

He’s perfect. They’re perfect. Everything she waited for, and more.
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[personal profile] betagainstme 2020-08-06 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
She loves the way her name sounds like this—needy and raw as it falls from his lips.

As needy and raw as she feels.

Every move of his hips sends sparks down her spine, fueling that fire in her belly to a fever pitch. One leg slips from his back to plant against the mattress, giving her something to push up against him with, meeting him thrust for thrust.

Alice feels like she’s suffocating, drowning, in the desire and love and need that surrounds them. She’s so close—so close.

His name is a soft chant that she can’t hold back, her eyes squeezing shut. She wants to keep them open, to see his face when he comes, but it’s all so overwhelming.

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